just having a moment of pacing up and down thinking about jobs and future and am annoyed that my general lack of business and accounting skills puts me in such depressing situations.   lots of my web stuff accounts are closing or getting shut down because i cannot pay the bills.  even my dropbox $10 i cannot afford right now.  that’s pretty lame.   I’m actually starting to believe that i need to *move* from where i live right now.

I wish that we never had this house/mortgage over our heads.   In a catch22 where i wish we had cash to do it up and stick it on the market.   Then i could purchase a car/van/truck and live bouncing around creating media and building up geo business stuff ideas i have.    Once i get my dole this week i’ll be heading into the local burton town to start on that however so that is something to look forward too.